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[ Pause. ]
I liked it.
you want the play by play? want it itemized? I liked when you fucked me, Hop.
I liked it.
you want the play by play? want it itemized? I liked when you fucked me, Hop.
[ It's been pulling TEETH to get here, but... oh. ]
i liked how hard you got for me. liked how mad you got.
liked when you got mean.
i liked how hard you got for me. liked how mad you got.
liked when you got mean.
But you were plenty mean.
[ It feels easy now, Rubilykskoye and his own desires chipping away at walls and boundaries. ]
You were plenty mean when you spanked me. Swear to god my ass still hurt when I got out of the void. You've jerked off to it, right?
I have.
[ It feels easy now, Rubilykskoye and his own desires chipping away at walls and boundaries. ]
You were plenty mean when you spanked me. Swear to god my ass still hurt when I got out of the void. You've jerked off to it, right?
I have.
[ He purrs: ] You're not telling me you didn't.
Did you do it in your bed? At the banya? Or outside in the dark while on watch?
[ Billy feels insane. ] Did you miss me? You were late coming home.
Did you do it in your bed? At the banya? Or outside in the dark while on watch?
[ Billy feels insane. ] Did you miss me? You were late coming home.
Oh, undoubtedly. Man of a thousand bad habits, here.
[Alicent's only aware of a few, and he does say it like he's joking. ]
I think she thinks I'm easily distracted. You don't seem like the type to get distracted at all - err, present conversation aside.
[Alicent's only aware of a few, and he does say it like he's joking. ]
I think she thinks I'm easily distracted. You don't seem like the type to get distracted at all - err, present conversation aside.
This will not distract me.
[ she doesn't look at him. addresses the town wall instead as they wander along it. ]
But it makes other people more comfortable. [ the talking, instead of just listening. she has learned by now that she is off-putting, strange, and altogether makes people uncomfortable. if she can distract him from that, it'll probably be for the best.
which was made easier by her genuine curiosity. she's always wanted to understand other people, even if she struggles to. ]
[ she doesn't look at him. addresses the town wall instead as they wander along it. ]
But it makes other people more comfortable. [ the talking, instead of just listening. she has learned by now that she is off-putting, strange, and altogether makes people uncomfortable. if she can distract him from that, it'll probably be for the best.
which was made easier by her genuine curiosity. she's always wanted to understand other people, even if she struggles to. ]
[ ............ ]
You could've come over. You know which door's mine. What do you think, would you have wanted to catch me sleeping? Or with my fingers inside me?
I did that back home you know. This place didn't make me like this. You didn't make me like this. I've been fucked up, Jim.
You could've come over. You know which door's mine. What do you think, would you have wanted to catch me sleeping? Or with my fingers inside me?
I did that back home you know. This place didn't make me like this. You didn't make me like this. I've been fucked up, Jim.
[he feels deranged. can picture it as perfectly as he did in their dream: Billy, three fingers deep, waiting for daddy to come home and take care of him. you were late, i missed you. he feels insane, staring at the ceiling, half-chubbed, fingers pointedly fisted in his sheets.
he thinks he’s been fucked up this entire time, too.]
Enough.
he thinks he’s been fucked up this entire time, too.]
Enough.
[ It's a new month. He's not aggravated, irritable, turning into a monster or in a weeks-long stand-off with his roommate. Things are looking up.
What he is, unfortunately for everyone who's tolerated him in a social setting long enough to be deemed an acceptable target, is bored. ]
Hey. Did you catch the horse corpse flyover?
What he is, unfortunately for everyone who's tolerated him in a social setting long enough to be deemed an acceptable target, is bored. ]
Hey. Did you catch the horse corpse flyover?
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