jesus, how insane does it sound when i just say it?
( Jim does have a good point though. he frowns at the page in his campaign journal that he’s been using more to draw out a random beholder. )
i know. i just— ( feel really fucking needy, fucking insane. maybe Jim’s really right about just coming out and saying it, just spitting out what he needs. it feels like sometimes it’s so easy and he can demand Jim give him the attention he needs, other times it feels so fucking vulnerable even though he knows he’ll find no judgement for it. he’s known that before they fell into the void together, has known that for a while. maybe that’s the problem elsewhere too.
he sighs, )can i stay over for a few days? just the two of us?
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( Jim does have a good point though. he frowns at the page in his campaign journal that he’s been using more to draw out a random beholder. )
i know. i just— ( feel really fucking needy, fucking insane. maybe Jim’s really right about just coming out and saying it, just spitting out what he needs. it feels like sometimes it’s so easy and he can demand Jim give him the attention he needs, other times it feels so fucking vulnerable even though he knows he’ll find no judgement for it. he’s known that before they fell into the void together, has known that for a while. maybe that’s the problem elsewhere too.
he sighs, ) can i stay over for a few days? just the two of us?
i’ll even come out on the boat and behave