do you not listen when i tell you shit? ( in the middle about ranting about random shit, he dabbles in his on-going relationship and otherwise drama )
i haven’t felt right since i’ve gotten back from the fucking dead, jem’s mad but it’s warranted, we’re living in horrorville, billy’s upset, danny and murphy pulled some bullshit, and i just want a break??? i DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX ANYTHING RIGHT NOW
i need like a week where i don’t think or worry or feel like im going to pull all my hair out
i’d like to just feel okay or be left alone? i never thought i’d miss the days when no one wanted to be around me… SO NOT MUCH IS WRONG
Considering this is the first you’ve mentioned this shit specifically, it’d be hard to listen.
Anyway, you know you can come here any time. For anything. But I’m not a mind reader, baby. I can only read so much between the lines of what you’re giving me.
jesus, how insane does it sound when i just say it?
( Jim does have a good point though. he frowns at the page in his campaign journal that he’s been using more to draw out a random beholder. )
i know. i just— ( feel really fucking needy, fucking insane. maybe Jim’s really right about just coming out and saying it, just spitting out what he needs. it feels like sometimes it’s so easy and he can demand Jim give him the attention he needs, other times it feels so fucking vulnerable even though he knows he’ll find no judgement for it. he’s known that before they fell into the void together, has known that for a while. maybe that’s the problem elsewhere too.
he sighs, )can i stay over for a few days? just the two of us?
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i haven’t felt right since i’ve gotten back from the fucking dead, jem’s mad but it’s warranted, we’re living in horrorville, billy’s upset, danny and murphy pulled some bullshit, and i just want a break??? i DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX ANYTHING RIGHT NOW
i need like a week where i don’t think or worry or feel like im going to pull all my hair out
i’d like to just feel okay or be left alone? i never thought i’d miss the days when no one wanted to be around me… SO NOT MUCH IS WRONG
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Anyway, you know you can come here any time. For anything. But I’m not a mind reader, baby. I can only read so much between the lines of what you’re giving me.
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( Jim does have a good point though. he frowns at the page in his campaign journal that he’s been using more to draw out a random beholder. )
i know. i just— ( feel really fucking needy, fucking insane. maybe Jim’s really right about just coming out and saying it, just spitting out what he needs. it feels like sometimes it’s so easy and he can demand Jim give him the attention he needs, other times it feels so fucking vulnerable even though he knows he’ll find no judgement for it. he’s known that before they fell into the void together, has known that for a while. maybe that’s the problem elsewhere too.
he sighs, ) can i stay over for a few days? just the two of us?
i’ll even come out on the boat and behave
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it's just
sometimes
it all feels like a dream or some shit
this week?